long over due

Well lets see.... Life's been pretty intersting latley. I have found that I am farily frustrated this week, due to circumstances beyond my control. I have found that some people seem to have the inability to let bygones be bygones and to get over the past and move on. which seems really silly to me. Everyone makes mistakes ever day, if we choose to hold that against them, then we learn nothing and in my opinion we aren't being very good Christians. Personally I try to never hold anything against anyone. Its not my job, perhaps i am overly forgiving. makes life difficult because I don't like going where I'm clearly not wanted.
I finally get to start my psychology classes, its about time seeing as to I'm getting my PhD in it. I am looking forward to filling my head with information. I have been single now for a few months, and really enjoying getting to know myself better. I have gone on a few dates, which is nice because it allows me to see whats out there. I have read a lot lately as well, Ive gone through at least 12 books since mid October. I have also been writing a lot, I am currently writing a novel as well as revising an article which i plan to, with the help of a professor, have published.
Christmas was somewhat of a hard one this year, the past three Christmas's I spent with my ex fiance and his family. So naturally it was hard to not have him there. I know that I am still not completely over out split, and still sometimes feel naked without my engagement ring. However, i know that there is a reason God decided to end our relationship. I also know that there is someone out there for me. And I look forward to the day i find him.
I haven't been very active in the church lately. I am currently looking into the Catholic church, as well as returning to the Baptist church community. I am also looking at a few non denominational churches. There is a fairly large church in SE Portland called NEW HOPE which, i have heard good things about. I hope to figure that all out before too terribly long. I definitely miss going to church.

until next time